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Episode skip 2 - A little talk about what happened and the future 06. august
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Hello my dears!
I am Johanna Draconis and I am going shortly into what is going on and why I’m on hiatus.
First on social media. I am going to restructure things and have plans and my silly brain decided that means I can’t post anything in the meantime.
Second - I have been still dealing with torture - as I seriously underestimated how much it would slow down the closer I got to the early years.
Then everything slowed more and more down - which wasn’t surprising given that my life got more and more on fire - and it got really hard to work and I genuinely thought I had burn out.
But then I got those CPTSD nightmares after last episode and after some looking I found the reason: A gigantic cluster trauma - the biggest and strongest I have ever encountered.
Which is unsurprising given it is strongly connected to torture and early in life. How did I overlook it? Well turns out it was hidden within the torture and with that removal it got active. A sort of really bad parting gift.
Now will I win? Yes - 99% sure.I have the skill, knowledge and tools, but I really have to focus on it and myself now - and this work especially hits too close to home. I am optimistic I can get back to work very soon.
I hope you are all well
Take care and stay safe!
Contact: contactme@johannadraconis.com
Website: www.johannadraconis.com
www.johannadraconis.com/archive-collection
support me:
https://ko-fi.com/johannadraconis
https://paypal.me/Johannadraconis
Discord/support group:
https://discord.io/JohannaDraconis
https://discord.gg/mEAgpqjuhF
twitter: https://twitter.com/JohannaDraconis
Instagram:https://www.instagram.com/JohannaDraconis/
youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCR_eyifiglAs0knS4huMwoQ
https://www.youtube.com/@johannadraconis
reddit archive: https://www.reddit.com/r/DraconisCPTSDarchive/
reddit convo: https://www.reddit.com/r/DraconisCPTSDtalk/
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Manage episode 432836914 series 2892906
Hello my dears!
I am Johanna Draconis and I am going shortly into what is going on and why I’m on hiatus.
First on social media. I am going to restructure things and have plans and my silly brain decided that means I can’t post anything in the meantime.
Second - I have been still dealing with torture - as I seriously underestimated how much it would slow down the closer I got to the early years.
Then everything slowed more and more down - which wasn’t surprising given that my life got more and more on fire - and it got really hard to work and I genuinely thought I had burn out.
But then I got those CPTSD nightmares after last episode and after some looking I found the reason: A gigantic cluster trauma - the biggest and strongest I have ever encountered.
Which is unsurprising given it is strongly connected to torture and early in life. How did I overlook it? Well turns out it was hidden within the torture and with that removal it got active. A sort of really bad parting gift.
Now will I win? Yes - 99% sure.I have the skill, knowledge and tools, but I really have to focus on it and myself now - and this work especially hits too close to home. I am optimistic I can get back to work very soon.
I hope you are all well
Take care and stay safe!
Contact: contactme@johannadraconis.com
Website: www.johannadraconis.com
www.johannadraconis.com/archive-collection
support me:
https://ko-fi.com/johannadraconis
https://paypal.me/Johannadraconis
Discord/support group:
https://discord.io/JohannaDraconis
https://discord.gg/mEAgpqjuhF
twitter: https://twitter.com/JohannaDraconis
Instagram:https://www.instagram.com/JohannaDraconis/
youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCR_eyifiglAs0knS4huMwoQ
https://www.youtube.com/@johannadraconis
reddit archive: https://www.reddit.com/r/DraconisCPTSDarchive/
reddit convo: https://www.reddit.com/r/DraconisCPTSDtalk/
rss feed: https://feeds.buzzsprout.com/371360.rss
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