Episode 336 Katie's 2VBAC After a Breech Baby + Induction at 41 Weeks

The VBAC Link

As a first-time mom, Katie was struggling with potty training and feeling like she didn’t know what she was doing. She later became a potty training consultant to help other struggling moms and now hosts the Burnt Pancakes podcast.

Katie’s first birth was a scheduled breech Cesarean. Her second birth was a spontaneous 36-hour labor at 39 weeks and 1 day with 1.5 hours of pushing and a tough recovery from a 3rd-degree tear and labial adhesions.

Katie wanted to go for a VBAC again with her third. Though she thought she would go into labor at 39 weeks spontaneously again, she actually ended up getting induced at 41 weeks. She got an epidural right at the end of her labor, but was able to push her third son out in just two pushes!

Meagan and Katie talk about how pelvic floor physical therapy is necessary for both Cesarean and vaginal birth recoveries. No matter how long it’s been since you gave birth, it can still be a game-changer!

Katie's Website

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Full Transcript under Episode Details

Meagan: Welcome, welcome everybody. We have our friend, Katie, with us today sharing her 2VBAC stories and before we got started, we were talking about once you have that C-section and you’re contemplating having a VBAC and you talk to people and they’re like, “Wait, you can’t do that. Doctors won’t let you do that.” Right?

Katie: Mhmm, yep.

Meagan: But what have we learned? What have we learned over all the years? Yes, we can. Yes, you can. Women of Strength, if you are listening and you have had one C-section and you are wanting to know your options, we are going to share two stories today.

Okay, so Katie– you guys, she is the host of a podcast. Is it Burnt Pancakes?

Katie: Burnt Pancakes, yep.

Meagan: Tell us more about that.

Katie: Okay. So when I became a mom, my oldest son was potty training and it was an absolute disaster. That’s probably the point in motherhood I felt the absolute worst. He had a tendency to poop his pants whenever we were in my friend’s backyard running around and playing.

One day, he had this awful mess. I was cleaning it up. I was frustrated. I was like, “Oh my gosh. He’s never going to get it.” My friend looked at me and was like, “Katie, don’t worry about it.” Everyone burns their first pancake. I was like, “That just made me feel so validated as a mom.”

Fast forward about 8 years and I decided to start my own motherhood podcast and I named it “Burnt Pancakes” because we are all figuring out this thing as we go.

Meagan: I love that so much. It’s so true.

Katie: So true. I’m still figuring it out.

Meagan: I know, every day. As soon as I feel like I’ve started figuring out motherhood and parenthood and all of that, it starts to change on me.

Katie: Right. It throws you for a loop.

Meagan: Right. If you can relate here, go listen to her podcast and it’s just called “Burnt Pancakes”. And you are everywhere, right?

Katie: “Burnt Pancakes”. We have mom-versations each week. I love to chat with moms. One of my favorite things to do was meet a mom at a park and hit it off and start chatting. That’s what I wanted my podcast to feel like– real moms chatting about motherhood.

Meagan: Real moms chatting about motherhood. Then maybe was the inspiration between that whole experience with your son what led to also potty training consulting?

Katie: Correct. At the time, I was teaching. I taught for 17 years. It was potty training my first son which was an absolute disaster. But fast forward, I have two more kids. I potty trained them and things got easier. I started feeling very confident in my skills and people started asking me for tips. I decided to become a full-time potty training consultant so now I actually help moms with the potty training process which blows my mind because if you had asked me 8 years ago, “Would you be doing this?” I would have said, “Heck no. I have no clue what I’m doing.” But what I am doing is trying to help moms who are in the same shoes I was in.

You can do this. I can help you get through it. I have the answers for you that I didn’t have back then.

Meagan: Yep. That’s exactly how we are here at The VBAC Link. We were in the thick of it. It was a rocky journey. There were a lot of unknowns and if you asked me 8-9 years ago if I was going to be doing a podcast sharing VBAC stories, I probably wouldn’t have said yes. I would have been like, “Probably not,” and here we are inspiring and encouraging.

Katie: Heck no.

Meagan: I’m so excited for you. So tell us where people can find you for potty training because I’m sure a lot of people listening right now especially being pregnant, you probably have a toddler as you are preparing for your birth.

Katie: Yes. You can find me at my website. My website is burntpancakes.com. On social media, you can find my potty training information at @itspottytime.

Meagan: I love that. Thank you so much for sharing.

Katie: Yeah.

Meagan: I do have a Review of the Week to share before we get into these stories.

Katie: Go for it.

Meagan: This is by theblanchardbunch. It says, “Get PUMPED!!!” It says, “Listening to this podcast just gets me pumped. You’ve had a C-section and you want a VBAC. Absolutely. You’ve had two C-sections. You go for that VBAC. Oh, you’ve had three or four? Go get that VBAC, mama, because you are a queen and 100% capable. Seriously, this podcast not only informs you of all the amazing things our bodies can do but also, you are immediately welcomed into a space of understanding and love. Our bodies are powerful but sometimes we just need a little help becoming empowered. This podcast does just that. I’m preparing for my VBAC and I’m currently 36 weeks pregnant. I think that all the time what I’d say or share if I were on the podcast because I am so sure this VBAC is happening. Thank you to all of the mamas who have shared their stories and thank you to Julie and Meagan who have created a space for all of these mamas needing to be uplifted and empowered.”

What a fun review.

Katie: Aww, that’s amazing.

Meagan: Oh my gosh. I love this. It’s in all caps right here. “GO GET THAT VBAC, MAMA, BECAUSE YOU ARE A QUEEN AND 100% CAPABLE.” I couldn’t agree more with theblanchardbunch. I hope that you got your VBAC. Congratulations on your birth and as always, if you have a review, I would love for you to share it. I read them every single week and they really do truly bring me all of the joy.

Katie: I love that.

Meagan: Okay, Ms. Katie. Let’s turn the time over to you. Let’s share these stories.

Katie: Okay. Well, my story starts 10 years ago. It’s really hard to believe it’s been that long but I was pregnant with my first son and we got the news at 28ish weeks that he was breech which I at the time didn’t even know what that meant. It was just a regular appointment and my doctor just nonchalantly was like, “Oh, he’s head up. Okay, you’ll probably end up having a C-section.”

Meagan: Whoa.

Katie: I was like, “Come again?” First of all, what’s head up? I don’t know.

Meagan: At 28 weeks?

Katie: Yes. Yes. Crazy. She made it seem like no big deal but for me, it was. I’m a taller girl. I’m 5’9”. I’ve always had bigger hips, a nice pear shape so I always thought, One day, these hips are going to serve a purpose. When I’m giving birth, these things are going to come in handy. My instant thought was, My body is not going to be able to do that. How can you just drop that on me and not feel anything?

She basically said, “Most babies won’t turn. There’s a chance he could turn but you might just end up having a C-section.” I was like, “Well, is there a chance? What’s this?” She’s like, “You can try something to turn him but that’s just the way it was.”

Meagan: No offering of an ECV or anything like that in time?

Katie: As the weeks went on, she mentioned it, but for her, she was like, “I’ve been doing this for years. Most of the time, I don’t see them turn.” She just made it seem like a C-section was totally cool and totally normal. I was like, “What? How can this be?” I did try almost everything to get him to turn.

At the time, I was taking a yoga class. Side note– Drew Barrymore was in my yoga class. Looking at you right now, I’m like, “You look so much like her.”

Meagan: I’ve been told that for so many years– Drew Barrymore and Winona Ryder. Apparently, those two people I look like.

Katie: When you hopped on the call, I was like, “Oh my god. You look like Drew.”

I tried to play it super cool because at the time, we were living in LA and I was like, “Oh my god, Drew Barrymore is right next to me.” She even said something to me like, “Hey, mama.” I tried to play it so cool.

Anyway, in that yoga class, all the moms were like, “You need to go see this chiropractor. You need to try this.” They were super supportive so I did go see a chiropractor. I forget what they called the procedure but it was massaging your hip flexors really, really hard. I don’t know why that makes him turn. It was loosening some ligaments to make them turn.

Meagan: Like your round ligaments and stuff?

Katie: Yes. I believe that’s what it was. It was extremely painful and the chiropractor at the time was like, “You’re going to do great in birth because you have excellent pain tolerance.” I was like, “Okay, thank you.” He did not turn.

At the time, there was a website called Spinning Babies.

Meagan: There still is.

Katie: Okay. I literally Googled everything to get him to turn. I lay on my couch with my hips up. I had my husband sing to me “Turn Around” over and over. I did everything. He did not turn so in April, they were like, “Okay, here’s your scheduled C-section appointment.” I at least had time to prepare for the C-section. It wasn’t an emergency. I took all the notes on tips to do to help recover and in that sense, I felt prepared and I got to be at peace with the fact that I wasn’t delivering vaginally. But it was still weird when they were like, “April 26th. That’s going to be the day when he comes in.”

I’m like, “You’re picking his birthday. What if he’s not ready at 39 weeks to come?” Then two days before, “Oh hey, the doctor has an opening on the 25th so we’re going to take you on the 25th.” I called my husband, “They’re changing it to Friday.”

Meagan: It’s a weird feeling for them to be like, “Hey, you are going to have your baby this day around this hour.”

Katie: Yeah and it was earlier than the due date so it just felt really weird.

Meagan: Was it a week before?

Katie: It was a week before, yeah. He was born at 39 weeks and 1 day. I still wonder. His sign– I can’t remember which one it is but the sign he was born on was not what he could have been born and it just doesn’t match up. He seems more like a Taurus than this and I’m like, “Is it because they chose when you were going to come?”

We showed up that Friday for the C-section and of course, I got to do my hair. I got to take a shower so that was nice. You show up at the hospital and they’re like, “Okay, your 8:00 appointment.” You’re like, “Am I checking into a hotel here or giving birth?” I never once felt a contraction. I mean, it’s weird to say I was sad that I didn’t feel that because later I learned what that feels like and I’m like, “That was fun.”

Meagan: It sounds weird but at the same time, it’s this natural feeling that we’ve been taught and told that our body does so you mourn that.

Katie: Yeah. I want to feel it. That was it. I was mourning the fact that my body wasn’t doing what it was supposed to do.

A weird thing– we did the hospital birthing class. It was 4 hours. They talked about C-section for maybe 5 minutes of the whole class but then they said, “3 out of 4 people will have a C-section.” That was the statistic from the hospital. I was like, “Oh, well that’s not going to be me.” This was before I knew he was breech. That’s not going to be me.

But I’m like, Why would you spend only 5 minutes if 75% of us end up in a C-section? How is that possible? Yeah. It felt weird. But I did go in somewhat prepared. It still felt very sterile and scary but we had him via C-section. He’s totally healthy. There were extra doctors in the operating room just because he was breech so there were four pediatricians. My husband was like, “The room was filled. It was pretty crazy.”

But he was healthy. He was fine. Everything turned out great. I do feel like with a C-section though, I was completely out of it for 24 hours. I don’t remember my parents coming. I vaguely remember but my husband was like, “Your mom and dad were here.” I was like, “Oh gosh, they were.” I vaguely remembered.

Meagan: That’s how I was too. I was in and I was out.

Katie: Yes. I didn’t breastfeed him for the first hour until they got me to the other room and they were like, “Oh, were you planning on breastfeeding?” I didn’t know that I could breastfeed him in the first few minutes. I wasn’t aware.

The recovery for that was a lot harder. Just getting out of bed to go to the bathroom the first day was excruciating. But we were fine. I recovered from it and it was all good.

Moving 3 years forward, we got pregnant with our second kid. I found out I was having a second boy which for anyone who has experienced gender disappointment, it’s a real thing and it’s totally okay to mourn the loss of a daughter or just feel unsure about the gender of your baby. I remember crying. I got home from the ultrasound and was just bawling because I was like, This was my girl. Where is she? This is a boy.

It did take me a couple of months after he was born before I was feeling pretty good with it and that’s a normal feeling. I think no one really talks about that.

But it was a totally normal pregnancy. What we did discover from the first one is that I had very low water fluid in my amniotic sac so they said that could have been the reason. My second son, I definitely didn’t have that because I put on about 40 pounds and was much bigger. I was able to stay super active during that pregnancy doing boot camp and lifting weights until the last month.

We moved from LA to Orange County so I had to get a different doctor for this pregnancy. The doctor I saw from day one was like, “If you want a VBAC, we can absolutely go ahead and try that.” She actually more encouraged it. Everything I had heard when I had the C-section was, “Your son was breech so that doesn’t mean you can’t deliver naturally in the future,” but a lot of hospitals and doctors were kind of hesitant about it.”

This doctor was like, “No. I don’t see any reason why you can’t try.” You do have to sign your life away pretty much. I had to sign a thing saying these are all of the things that could happen and that is terrifying.

Meagan: I’m accepting that.

Katie: Yes and it’s my liability here. The doctors are off the hook but she was very supportive about it but she never made me feel like I couldn’t do it. His pregnancy went just fine. I went into labor naturally right before the 39-week and 1-day mark. I actually had him at 39 weeks and 1 day exactly the same as the C-section so it made me feel a little bit better like I didn’t take my older son too early. I was always worried, Did I take him out too early?

I did have a lot of baby blue and a little bit of postpartum with my first and sometimes I wondered, Was it because of the C-section? I don’t know if there’s any science behind that. He wasn’t ready to come yet.

Meagan: You guys didn’t have your bonding. Your body didn’t naturally go into labor. There are a lot of things that could come into play.

Katie: All that ran through my mind. Yes. Yeah.

Meagan: But sometimes those who go into labor still get those postpartum depression and baby blues.

Katie: Totally, yeah. Absolutely. I went into labor and this one was about 36 hours. It was very long. I didn’t realize that a few hours into getting contractions, my water actually broke. I thought I peed myself. I was sitting at home laboring and laboring. Things were just taking forever. I was having regular contractions. They weren’t as close as I thought they were supposed to be. I don’t know what it is. I don’t know if other moms feel this but when you go into laobr, it’s almost like you go into the zone and it’s like, I’m just doing this thing.

My husband was like, “Should we call the doctor?” I was like, “No, not yet. I don’t think we are supposed to.” I was just in the thing.

Meagan: You’re focused. Your focus shifts.

Katie: Looking back, I should have called the doctor the second I went into labor just to get tabs and figure out when I should go in but I was just like, “No. We’ve got to keep waiting. I don’t feel like I’m ready to have him yet.” We finally got to the hospital hours and hours later and they were like, “Oh, your water broke a while ago.”

I ended up being in labor with him for a very long time. I ended up pushing for an hour and a half. I do remember at one point they said, “Okay, if we can’t get him out, we will have to go and do a C-section.” That was like, no. I really, really wanted this. I didn’t do a whole lot of preparing. With the first one, we did the classes. I did research, but this one was kind of like, I’m just going to go in and trust my gut. I’m just going to see what happens.

I was totally prepared that if it was going to be a C-section, I knew what to expect but I really wanted to see if my body could do it.

I remember the nurse kept saying, “You’ve got to keep your eyes open when you push.” For me, it just felt so unnatural to keep my eyes open. I just wanted to scrunch up. She was like, “Relax your face and keep your eyes open.” I was like, “That doesn’t feel right.” I think my son had a giant head. He still to this day has a larger head than my oldest son. It just was hard to get him out but he finally came out. I gave birth to him. I was able to walk around so much quicker and the recovery was a lot better.

I did end up having a third-degree tear so it’s not like vaginal birth is less damaging than a C-section. I have scars from both kids.

Meagan: Not always.

Katie: But it was so nice to know, I know what it feels like to go through it. I had an epidural with him. I think I was maybe 5 or 6 centimeters so it’s not like I ever got to crazy intense contractions and I didn’t feel anything when I was pushing. Part of it was I didn’t feel anything when I was pushing and I think that was kind of hard because I didn’t feel anything to get him out.

Meagan: Sometimes that can play into tearing actually weirdly enough and then the lack of ability to push in a position if we are in a back crunch position. We are putting more pressure so if we do have a baby with a little bit of a larger head or is having a harder time coming out– which by the way, first-time moms, you guys, 36 hours with an hour and a half of pushing is crazy but it can be very normal.

Katie: It’s normal. It’s so normal. I think what was hard for me was I looked at the clock when I started pushing because I had friends who were like, “Oh, I pushed for this long. I pushed for this long.” With my third, I decided, Don’t look at the clock. Don’t think about how long it’s going to take. It’s just going to take as long as it needs to be, because it was an hour of pushing.

One thing that was kind of scary is that his heart rate would go down every time I’d push so they were like, “This could be dangerous.” Another thing was that I might have to get him out sooner so they would have me push for a contraction and then wait on a contraction. It was literally 6 minutes in between pushes. It just took a long time.

But he was a healthy little boy and all was good. We thought we were going to have two kids. Everything was wonderful and then a year later, my husband was like, “Okay, are we ready to get rid of the baby clothes?” I’m like, “Umm, actually, I don’t think we are done yet.” Part of me still wanted a girl but I just did not feel like our family was complete. It was the weirdest feeling because we had always said, “We are going to have two kids.” We’ve got a three-bedroom house. It just made sense.

Then we both decided– we had a little talk. If we were to have another kid and it ends up being a boy, are you okay with that? We were both like, “Yes. I feel like three is what’s going to make our family complete.” I was a little bit older. At the time, I was 38 so I’m like, “If we want a third, let’s try for it this year and if not, that’s a sign.”

We did get pregnant with the third. I did not find out what I was having on this one because I was like, I have a feeling it’s going to be a boy and I don’t want to feel that disappointment again while I’m pregnant, and if it’s a girl, what a fun surprise to wait and find out. We didn’t find out.

I don’t know if anybody else feels this way, but I had dreams about having a boy. My mom gut was like, You’re going to be okay with another little boy. I kind of knew, but I still wanted to wait. This pregnancy went fine. With my middle, I was all for working out and going to boot camp, and felt really great. With this one, I was like, I’ve got two kids and I am exhausted. I put on more weight than I ever had. I could not move around. I hurt the most. I had the worst pelvic bone pain.

Meagan: SPD?

Katie: Probably. Probably, but I did not really speak up. I told my doctor, “Oh, I’m feeling some pain.” She was like, “That’s normal during pregnancy.” Now, looking back, I know people who saw a chiropractor during pregnancy and I’m like, “That’s what I needed.”

Meagan: Or even pelvic floor.

Katie: Yep. That’s what I needed because for a year after having him, I would get pain when I would walk and I’m like, I wish I had known that there was something I could do about that. So if you are feeling pain, speak up because I could have done something about it. With this one, I was very large. I was ready to have him. I got to that 39-week mark and was like, He or she is coming. I know it’s any day now.

Then my due date hit and he was not there yet. The doctor was like, “Oh, you’re already dilated. It’s coming soon.” She stripped my membrane and was like, “Oh, in a day or two you’re going to have him but let’s just schedule an induction in case.”

We get to 41 weeks and still was not having a baby. Having two at 39 weeks and then having to wait until 41 was an eternity. It felt like the longest wait ever. I think this was God’s way of saying, “You’re done now. You’re good,” because I remember feeling like I never wanted to be pregnant again. I am never giving birth again. This is the last time and I felt very complete with that whereas with the second one, it was like, Is this really the last time I’m going to carry a baby? Is this the last time I’m going to give birth?

It felt really nice. I was still seeing the same doctor I was seeing with my middle son. She was on board. She was actually telling me that if you’ve done a VBAC and then you have another one, it’s not considered a VBAC. Is that what you’ve heard?

Meagan: No, it’s still considered a VBAC but your risks go up. Your risks go up for vaginal birth and down for things like uterine rupture. Unfortunately, you’re always going to be a VBAC.

Katie: Yeah. Okay, so risk went down. Okay. But she was totally on board with it. I had to be induced with this one. I literally have tried everything. I’ve had a C-section. I’ve had an epidural birth and I’ve had an induction. I can’t say that one is better. I feel like they are all part of my birth stories. Each one is special but I had to do the Foley bulb. I had to almost not get the epidural. My water broke a couple of hours into the hospital and then a contraction started very fast. I remember waiting for the anesthesiologist and going, “If he doesn’t get here, I’m having this baby.”

As he was giving it to me, I felt like I needed to push. I didn’t say anything because I was like, I really want the epidural, but I was literally like, Oh my god. I have to push. I have to push. This is so hard. I actually did feel the worst contractions with that because I was literally at the end. After he was done, the nurse came in and I was like, “Hey, can you check me because I think I feel like I need to push?” She checked and she was like, “Let’s get the doctor. You’re ready.” It was like, epidural and now it’s time to push.

My husband was actually getting food because they didn’t allow him in the room when I got the epidural so he was like, “I’m going to go get breakfast.” I’m like, “Cool, cool.” Then I’m sitting there like, “Umm, is he going to get back in time?” They were like, “Let’s do a practice push,” and I’m like, “He’s not here yet!”

I got him out in one and a half pushes and there was my third boy. It was just such a different experience going from, I’m going to have to push for 3 hours. With this one, I remember thinking, I’m just going to let my body do what feels right. I’m not going to have the nurses tell me to push this way and do that. I’m just going to close my eyes and scrunch my face like they tell me not to do, but it felt so much easier.

I remember asking her, “I did my practice push. Did that do anything?” She was like, “Yes. Please stop. I need to get my gloves and I need to get this.” So he was out and I had my third boy. I would say with the two vaginal births, my recovery was so much easier. Just hospital-wise, I was able to move around a lot faster. With my middle son, I was able to go to the park with my boys a week later whereas with the C-section, I don’t think I left my house for the first 6 weeks because I was so uncomfortable and it didn’t feel right.

All three births gave me scars but in a different way.

Meagan: Yeah. I actually really love that you pointed out that even with vaginal birth, there can be an extra recovery or extra things because I think sometimes in this world, it’s like, C-section is bad. C-section is bad. C-section is bad. VBAC is amazing. VBAC is wonderful. Okay. Absolutely. I believe that VBAC is amazing and wonderful. I do not believe that C-section is bad. I do believe that we have way too many unnecessary C-sections and that is bad.

Katie: Right.

Meagan: We know though that vaginal birth sometimes isn’t all sunshine and butterflies. We have tearing. We have prolapse. We have pelvic floor dysfunction for the next however long because we pushed for 2.5-3 hours or even an hour and a half or we labored for a really long time and we are sore or whatever.

Sometimes C-sections can be just the most healing and beautiful experiences for someone. I love that you pointed that out. It’s just important to remind everybody listening to go with what you feel is best. No, you don’t have to schedule a C-section just in case. No, you don’t have to do these things but if you want to and that’s what feels right, do it. We encourage you.

Katie: I absolutely did not have any incontinence problems after the C-section but after the vaginal birth now, doing jumping jacks and running is a different story. Yeah. It’s different.

Meagan: I want to talk about that because I also didn’t have a lot of incontinence. It’s not like I have incontinence now but I have pressure and things like that. I just went to a pelvic floor specialist and she said– oh crap. What did she call them? My bones, the birthing bones, they are my pelvis, but my pelvis was stuck in a flared state from birth.

Katie: Oh whoa.

Meagan: She manually closed my bones. It was insane. I could feel it. She was like, “Oh, there’s no give. Can you feel it?” I was like, “Oh my gosh, yeah.” She worked it, did her PT thing and closed these bones. She said, “Sometimes people have these bones get stuck open after birth and it puts a lot of trauma on their pelvic floor and they have incontinence and all of these things.”

Katie: Whoa.

Meagan: She did two other things which blew my mind. I’ve never had that happen with a pelvic floor specialist before but my uterus was really, really hard and she was like, “It should move and float within.” She massaged my uterus and then she went internal and my bladder was adhered from the inside. Even though we have C-sections, Women of Strength, and you have had vaginal births and everything, if you’ve had that C-section, there is a likelihood of you having adhesions or scar tissue in there that may cause pelvic floor issues and incontinence.

So anyway, my bladder was adhered and then there was a part of my cervix that needed to be released. She was like, “I wonder if that’s why you had such a long end.” My cervix would stretch but it wouldn’t stay. Or she said, “I see this a lot with failure to progress or cervical lips where there is this thing that needs to be released.” As soon as it was, I can’t even tell you the difference in how I feel.

Katie: Wow.

Meagan: The pressure is really pretty much gone. I would say there is maybe a little. She even said, “The next visit might need a little bit more tweaking.” I just ran the other day, 3 miles for the first time in forever. Usually after 1 mile, my pelvic floor would just give out. I did fine.

Katie: Don’t you wish that was something every OB/GYN was like, “Okay, you’re going to see me and you’re going to go here”? Or you give birth and it’s not like, “6 weeks, you’re good.” It’s like, “Oh, now you need to go see this.”

Meagan: Yes and it’s not talked about with C-sections either. A lot of time those C-section scars can cause back pain and pelvic floor things, urine incontinence, pain during sex, and things like that. We don’t even know that it’s related to our C-section because we’ve never pushed a baby out of our vaginas. Right? It’s so crazy.

Katie: My youngest is 4 and I’m like, I should finally book that PT consultation and just find out what’s all going on down there.

Meagan: Yes! My VBAC baby is going to be 8. At this point of this recording, he is 8 and here I am this year just going. I have done physical therapy before and pelvic work but I’ve never done it to this extent where I was like, Okay, I’m going to get down to the bottom of this and had results like this this fast.

Katie: Whoa. Okay, let me ask you a question. Did you go through your doctor or did you just search and find one yourself?

Meagan: I did search and find one myself. The craziest thing is I did call to see if insurance would cover it. They do not. It’s all out of pocket. So like you said, I feel like this should be a standard thing regardless of C-section or vaginal birth. It should just be part of our postpartum care. I actually think it should be part of our prenatal care.

Katie: Totally. Oh my gosh. I know. Someone I know was getting really bad pains so she went while she was pregnant to PT and I was like, That’s exactly how I felt a year ago, because she was having it after me. I was like, I wish I would have known about that, because that would have really, really helped.

Meagan: Yeah. Chiropractic care for sure. Pelvic PT. Know that not every birth is going to be amazing and beautiful but all we can do is prepare and understand.

Katie: Right. Right. And be at peace with whatever is meant to be. I look back at my C-section. I tell my husband this all the time. If we would have lived on the prairie, I would have died during that breech birth. It would have been almost impossible to deliver him. I did seek out, are there any doctors who deliver breech babies? In LA there was one, but to me, it just felt a little too risky to even go down that route. 100 years ago, I might not have survived childbirth so the C-section for me was a lifesaver. It was so comforting to know that.

My first vaginal birth though, I did have some complications after so just because you deliver vaginally doesn’t mean it’s a piece of cake and it’s over. At my 6-week appointment, I remember telling my doctor, “Something doesn’t feel right down there.” She was like, “I’ll check it out. Let me see.” I was like, “No, really. Something feels wrong.” My labia actually, part of it fused together. She said there were probably mini tears and it literally was. I was like, “I just don’t think the hole is big right now.” She was like, “Oh, yes. I see what you’re talking about.” It literally fused together.

She was a teaching doctor. She worked for a hospital so she was like, “We never see this. Do you mind if I take a picture for my students?” I was sitting there with stirrups. She was like, “I won’t get your face or say your name.” I was like, “Yes. For science, yes. Please take a picture of this.”

I ended up in just the hospital visit where she had to cut it and then sauter it back together. I was able to do it in the doctor’s office. It was a super easy procedure, but I was numb during that and the recovery from having an open wound in that area when you’re peeing is not comfortable.

So being 6 weeks postpartum feeling like, I should be getting back to normal, then oh God, this.

Meagan: There are always hurdles.

Katie: It’s not all roses when you deliver naturally either. But I was happy that maybe some other mom– because it was extremely embarrassing. I didn’t even want to have my husband look or tell my husband what this was but being able to share it with other moms, they were like, “Why doesn’t anyone tell you that stuff like this happens?” And thank God for modern medicine because again, had this been the prairie, I would have never had another child after that.

Meagan: Might have been too traumatizing. Yeah. It’s just so hard to know. Everybody internalizes and processes differently their births and their experiences. Do the research. Get in your head in a good space. Find your provider and do the things and choose the birth that is right for you.

Katie: Absolutely. Absolutely.

Meagan: Thank you again for sharing your stories. Congrats.

Katie: Oh thank you.

Meagan: Definitely go see a pelvic PT.

Katie: I’m booking one today. It’s time. It’s time.

Meagan: It’s time. Women of Strength, I think it’s really important that sometimes we forget this. We deserve to give back to ourselves. After having a baby, it’s a really big deal. It’s a really big deal no matter how you have this baby. And then on top of it, the lack of sleep and feeding a baby, all of the things. Remember to give back to yourself.

Katie: Yeah. Yeah. I learned after my third. It took me three kids that asking for help is okay. I remember with my first I felt like, I don’t want to ask for help because they’re going to think I don’t know what I’m doing. I didn’t know what I was doing. By the third, someone was like, “Can we start a meal train for you?” I’m like, “Yes. Please do. Yes. I would like everything.” “Can we take your kids to the park so you can have some time?” “Yes please. Let me know what time you’re picking them up.”

Meagan: Yes. It’s okay to say yes. It’s okay to take breaks. Well, thank you again so much.

Katie: Thank you so much for having me on.

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