Send us a text Elle Billing hosts long-time friend Marcus Heerdt, an adventurer, photographer, and award-winning newspaper reporter from Hot Springs, South Dakota. Marcus shares his experience with brucellosis, a rare foodborne illness he contracted in Spain in 2008, which led to chronic pain and damage to his joints and digestive system. He discusses his writing, landscape photography, and hiking adventures, and how he uses his connection to the natural world to mitigate the daily grind of life with pain. Links to Marcus’s photography, to purchase his hiking guides, and all other resource links, are in the full show notes at hoorfpodcast.com Subscribe to Hoorf! Radical Care in a Late Capitalist Heckscape wherever you listen to your favorite podcast: Apple | Spotify | YouTube Join the Blessed Herd of Saint Winkus: Sign up for our newsletter, get Hoorf! episodes delivered directly to your inbox. What's more, you get invitations to our monthly Coffee and Biscuits Chat, where you get to hang out with Ricki and Elle, talk about the show, and connect on the topics that mean the most to you. Become a Patron: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/hoorfpodcast/membership Connect with Elle Billing: Website: www.hoorfpodcast.com / www.elleandwink.com Instagram: instagram.com/hoorfpodcast Support the show…

Send us a text Elle Billing hosts Serena JV Elston, a transdisciplinary sculptor and fellow recipient of the 2024 Midwest Award for Artists with Disabilities. They dig into Serena’s curatorial project, SPACORE, which interrogates wellness capitalism within the horror genre. She mentions her upcoming solo show at Andrew Rafacz Gallery in Chicago, set to open July 2025, which explores the body's relationship to power structures through ecology, post-humanism, and disability. Links to SPACORE, to connect with Serena, and all other resource links, are in the full show notes at hoorfpodcast.com Subscribe to Hoorf! Radical Care in a Late Capitalist Heckscape wherever you listen to your favorite podcast: Apple | Spotify | YouTube Join the Blessed Herd of Saint Winkus: Sign up for our newsletter, get Hoorf! episodes delivered directly to your inbox. What's more, you get invitations to our monthly Coffee and Biscuits Chat, where you get to hang out with Ricki and Elle, talk about the show, and connect on the topics that mean the most to you. Become a Patron: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/hoorfpodcast/membership Connect with Elle Billing: Website: www.hoorfpodcast.com / www.elleandwink.com Instagram: instagram.com/hoorfpodcast Support the show…

Send us a text Content note: this episode contains brief discussions of high-control religious abuse Elle hosts poet and artist Erika Goveia, who discusses her upbringing in a conservative evangelical church and her deconstruction, and her creative process which involves processing her past. Elle and Erika emphasize the importance of self-acceptance and breaking the cycle of harmful parenting practices, and the healing power of artistic expression. Links to connect with Erika, and all other resource links, are in the full show notes at hoorfpodcast.com Subscribe to Hoorf! Radical Care in a Late Capitalist Heckscape wherever you listen to your favorite podcast: Apple | Spotify | YouTube Join the Blessed Herd of Saint Winkus: Sign up for our newsletter, get Hoorf! episodes delivered directly to your inbox. What's more, you get invitations to our monthly Coffee and Biscuits Chat, where you get to hang out with Ricki and Elle, talk about the show, and connect on the topics that mean the most to you. Become a Patron: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/hoorfpodcast/membership Connect with Elle Billing: Website: www.hoorfpodcast.com / www.elleandwink.com Instagram: instagram.com/hoorfpodcast Support the show…

Send us a text Content note: this episode contains swearing and discussions of sex Elle hosts Andrew Gurza, three-time guest and disability awareness consultant. Andrew discusses his new book, Notes from a Queer Cripple , set to release on April 21, which explores queer and disabled joy. He shares his journey of writing the book, the challenges of balancing academic and community-based tone, and his hopes for its impact. The conversation highlights the importance of representation and the complexities of disability and sexuality. Links to connect with Andrew, and all other resource links, are in the full show notes at hoorfpodcast.com Subscribe to Hoorf! Radical Care in a Late Capitalist Heckscape wherever you listen to your favorite podcast: Apple | Spotify | YouTube Join the Blessed Herd of Saint Winkus: Sign up for our newsletter, get Hoorf! episodes delivered directly to your inbox. What's more, you get invitations to our monthly Coffee and Biscuits Chat, where you get to hang out with Ricki and Elle, talk about the show, and connect on the topics that mean the most to you. Become a Patron: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/hoorfpodcast/membership Connect with Elle Billing: Website: www.hoorfpodcast.com / www.elleandwink.com Instagram: instagram.com/hoorfpodcast Support the show…

Send us a text Elle Billing interviews Dr. Damien P. Williams, an assistant professor in philosophy and data science at UNC Charlotte, about the philosophy of contemporary (and future!) technologies. Dr. Williams discusses the Super Crip narrative,the importance of centering marginalized experiences in tech development, and the implications of accessible technology, highlighting the need for genuine engagement and ethical considerations in tech design. And yes, they even discuss the elephant in the room: “AI” Links to connect with Dr. Williams, and all other resource links, are in the full show notes at hoorfpodcast.com Subscribe to Hoorf! Radical Care in a Late Capitalist Heckscape wherever you listen to your favorite podcast: Apple | Spotify | YouTube Join the Blessed Herd of Saint Winkus: Sign up for our newsletter, get Hoorf! episodes delivered directly to your inbox. What's more, you get invitations to our monthly Coffee and Biscuits Chat, where you get to hang out with Ricki and Elle, talk about the show, and connect on the topics that mean the most to you. Become a Patron: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/hoorfpodcast/membership Connect with Elle Billing: Website: www.hoorfpodcast.com / www.elleandwink.com Instagram: instagram.com/hoorfpodcast Support the show…

Send us a text Elle sits down to talk with artist Ryan Barnes, whom she knows from the Spoonie Studio virtual gatherings. They dig into Ryan’s art practice, and he shares the ongoing development of the "void" series, which explores themes of disconnection and change. Ryan also talks about balancing his art with his role as a parent and student, and the impact of his service dog, BlackBerry, on his work. Links to connect with Ryan, and all other resource links, are in the full show notes at hoorfpodcast.com Subscribe to Hoorf! Radical Care in a Late Capitalist Heckscape wherever you listen to your favorite podcast: Apple | Spotify | YouTube Join the Blessed Herd of Saint Winkus: Sign up for our newsletter, get Hoorf! episodes delivered directly to your inbox. What's more, you get invitations to our monthly Coffee and Biscuits Chat, where you get to hang out with Ricki and Elle, talk about the show, and connect on the topics that mean the most to you. Become a Patron: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/hoorfpodcast/membership Connect with Elle Billing: Website: www.hoorfpodcast.com / www.elleandwink.com Instagram: instagram.com/hoorfpodcast Support the show…

Send us a text In this Bizarro Backwards Opposite-Day episode, Ricki and Elle switch places, and Elle is in the hot seat, answering the questions they usually ask their guests. Despite coming down off a multiday migraine and the word salad that accompanies it, Elle shares how her disability shapes her art practice, why she cherishes her community of Spoonie artists, and why she’s so focused on asking everyone about their One True Thing. Links to join Ricki’s and Elle’s creative newsletters for all the latest on The Failure Experiment, as well as all other resource links, are **in the full show notes at hoorfpodcast.com Subscribe to Hoorf! Radical Care in a Late Capitalist Heckscape wherever you listen to your favorite podcast: Apple | Spotify | YouTube Join the Blessed Herd of Saint Winkus: Sign up for our newsletter, get Hoorf! episodes delivered directly to your inbox. What's more, you get invitations to our monthly Coffee and Biscuits Chat, where you get to hang out with Ricki and Elle, talk about the show, and connect on the topics that mean the most to you. Become a Patron: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/hoorfpodcast/membership Connect with Elle Billing: Website: www.hoorfpodcast.com / www.elleandwink.com Instagram: instagram.com/hoorfpodcast Support the show…

Send us a text Elle Billing and Ricki Cummings discuss their recent experiences and creative work, using this episode to announce their collaborative project: Ricki talks about her new book-length poem, "The Failure Experiment," and Elle reveals her new series of paintings inspired by Ricki’s queer cyberpunk poetry and her own personal experiences of chronic illness. As they grapple with the current political climate, putting finishing touches on their work, they emphasize the importance of patience and trusting the creative process. “The Failure Experiment” drops on March 21, 2025. Links to join Ricki’s and Elle’s creative newsletters for all the latest on The Failure Experiment, as well as all other resource links, are in the full show notes at hoorfpodcast.com Subscribe to Hoorf! Radical Care in a Late Capitalist Heckscape wherever you listen to your favorite podcast: Apple | Spotify | YouTube Join the Blessed Herd of Saint Winkus: Sign up for our newsletter, get Hoorf! episodes delivered directly to your inbox. What's more, you get invitations to our monthly Coffee and Biscuits Chat, where you get to hang out with Ricki and Elle, talk about the show, and connect on the topics that mean the most to you. Become a Patron: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/hoorfpodcast/membership Connect with Elle Billing: Website: www.hoorfpodcast.com / www.elleandwink.com Instagram: instagram.com/hoorfpodcast Support the show…

Send us a text Content note: this episode contains swearing, and discussion of medical trauma Elle Billing hosts Jordan Thornquest, a musician and game developer on the first episode of 2025. They exchange memories of Jordan's 2020 car accident in Twin Falls, which aside from being an insurance nightmare, left him with a spinal injury and a long recovery. Jordan reflects on how the accident changed his perspective on disability, pain, self-care, and creativity. Elle and Jordan illuminate the life-altering experience of acquired disability, highlighting the importance of empathy, patience, and understanding chronic pain. Links to connect with Jordan, as well as all other resource links, are **in the full show notes at hoorfpodcast.com Subscribe to Hoorf! Radical Care in a Late Capitalist Heckscape wherever you listen to your favorite podcast: Apple | Spotify | YouTube Join the Blessed Herd of Saint Winkus: Sign up for our newsletter, get Hoorf! episodes delivered directly to your inbox. What's more, you get invitations to our monthly Coffee and Biscuits Chat, where you get to hang out with Ricki and Elle, talk about the show, and connect on the topics that mean the most to you. Become a Patron: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/hoorfpodcast/membership Connect with Elle Billing: Website: www.hoorfpodcast.com / www.elleandwink.com Instagram: instagram.com/hoorfpodcast Support the show…

Send us a text In their annual "let's just chat" episode of Hoorf, Elle Billing and Ricki Cummings weave together stories about navigating life with chronic illness, from the profound to the ridiculous. Between tales of Winkie the dog's adventures and updates from her dad's community Christmas concert, the conversation takes a more serious turn as they discuss food allergies, with Elle processing her emotional response to a Disney influencer's tragic death from a severe peanut allergy. Throughout their meandering discussion, a deeper truth emerges about the vital importance of feeling truly seen and heard. Links to connect with Elle and Ricki, as well as all other resource links, are in the full show notes at hoorfpodcast.com Subscribe to Hoorf! Radical Care in a Late Capitalist Heckscape wherever you listen to your favorite podcast: Apple | Spotify | YouTube Join the Blessed Herd of Saint Winkus: Sign up for our newsletter, get Hoorf! episodes delivered directly to your inbox. What's more, you get invitations to our monthly Coffee and Biscuits Chat, where you get to hang out with Ricki and Elle, talk about the show, and connect on the topics that mean the most to you. Become a Patron: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/hoorfpodcast/membership Connect with Elle Billing: Website: www.hoorfpodcast.com / www.elleandwink.com Instagram: instagram.com/hoorfpodcast Support the show…

Send us a text On this episode of Hoorf, host Elle Billing welcomes Ivan Hardcastle, an occupational therapist whose 15-year journey led him to make a radical choice - stepping away from a high-stress, high-volume clinical partnership to create a private practice centered on quality care. These days, Ivan runs an innovative online coaching program helping parents and school staff support children with emotional regulation and sensory needs. The conversation takes a creative turn as Ivan shares his passions for theater and woodworking, essential elements of maintaining balance in life. His perspective on slowing down and building genuine connections resonates deeply. As an OT who prioritizes both practical skills and human connection, Ivan brings a refreshing approach to the care-based fields that emphasizes genuine understanding over quick fixes. Links to Ivan’s website, as well as all other resource links, are in the full show notes at hoorfpodcast.com Subscribe to Hoorf! Radical Care in a Late Capitalist Heckscape wherever you listen to your favorite podcast: Apple | Spotify | YouTube Join the Blessed Herd of Saint Winkus: Sign up for our newsletter, get Hoorf! episodes delivered directly to your inbox. What's more, you get invitations to our monthly Coffee and Biscuits Chat, where you get to hang out with Ricki and Elle, talk about the show, and connect on the topics that mean the most to you. Become a Patron: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/hoorfpodcast/membership Connect with Elle Billing: Website: www.hoorfpodcast.com / www.elleandwink.com Instagram: instagram.com/hoorfpodcast Support the show…

Send us a text Content note: this episode discusses experiences with mental illness On this episode, we meet Virginia Townsend, the artist behind the vibrant creations of Bunnie Rabbitte, whose story illustrates how support and success are not mutually exclusive. In a wide-ranging conversation about art and mental health, Virginia opened up about the daily reality of creating while living with PTSD. Like many artists navigating disability, Virginia's journey includes managing sleep disorders and triggers that disrupt the flow of her day. Through sharing her experiences, Virginia highlights a truth that often gets overlooked: disability needs aren't one-size-fits-all, and our support systems shouldn't be either. Her advocacy for integrated, comprehensive care services speaks to something bigger than just accessing help; it's about creating the conditions where disabled artists don't just survive - they thrive and create remarkable work that enriches our world. Links to Virgina’s website, as well as all other resource links, are in the full show notes at hoorfpodcast.com Subscribe to Hoorf! Radical Care in a Late Capitalist Heckscape wherever you listen to your favorite podcast: Apple | Spotify | YouTube Join the Blessed Herd of Saint Winkus: Sign up for our newsletter, get Hoorf! episodes delivered directly to your inbox. What's more, you get invitations to our monthly Coffee and Biscuits Chat, where you get to hang out with Ricki and Elle, talk about the show, and connect on the topics that mean the most to you. Become a Patron: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/hoorfpodcast/membership Connect with Elle Billing: Website: www.hoorfpodcast.com / www.elleandwink.com Instagram: instagram.com/hoorfpodcast Support the show…

Send us a text Content note: this episode contains swearing, discussions of death and grief On this episode, Elle welcomes Joris Grey, a leadership coach working with queer entrepreneurs to build businesses that align with their values. Joris shares his perspective on unlearning toxic masculinity, and how that journey shapes his approach to authentic leadership. We explore the wisdom of listening to our bodies (even when capitalism tells us not to), and dive into the real challenges of being visibly queer in professional spaces. The conversation takes us into some deeper waters as we discuss the rising threats to LGBTQ rights, both in Joris's home country of the Netherlands and globally. But at its heart, our discussion keeps circling back to the importance of authenticity and community for personal and collective liberation. Links to work with Joris, as well as all other resource links, are **in the full show notes at hoorfpodcast.com Subscribe to Hoorf! Radical Care in a Late Capitalist Heckscape wherever you listen to your favorite podcast: Apple | Spotify | YouTube Join the Blessed Herd of Saint Winkus: Sign up for our newsletter, get Hoorf! episodes delivered directly to your inbox. What's more, you get invitations to our monthly Coffee and Biscuits Chat, where you get to hang out with Ricki and Elle, talk about the show, and connect on the topics that mean the most to you. Become a Patron: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/hoorfpodcast/membership Connect with Elle Billing: Website: www.hoorfpodcast.com / www.elleandwink.com Instagram: instagram.com/hoorfpodcast Support the show…

Send us a text Content note: brief discussion of mental illness and suicide After six months of planning, Elle is thrilled to welcome this episode’s guest to the podcast! Teisha Gillespie is a marketing director and podcast host. Teisha's podcast, "Not Your Average GOAT," highlights diverse stories of adversity and diversity, aiming to dismantle stigma. She emphasizes the power of relatable, authentic stories in changing perceptions and reducing shame around mental health and disability. Elle and Teisha take a little time to discuss how inaccessibility created barriers to this interview, and Teisha addresses the challenges of paternalism and advocates for showing rather than telling to demonstrate the capabilities of blind — and other disabled — individuals. Links to Teisha’s podcast, as well as all other resource links, are in the full show notes at hoorfpodcast.com Subscribe to Hoorf! Radical Care in a Late Capitalist Heckscape wherever you listen to your favorite podcast: Apple | Spotify | YouTube Join the Blessed Herd of Saint Winkus: Sign up for our newsletter, get Hoorf! episodes delivered directly to your inbox. What's more, you get invitations to our monthly Coffee and Biscuits Chat, where you get to hang out with Ricki and Elle, talk about the show, and connect on the topics that mean the most to you. Become a Patron: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/hoorfpodcast/membership Connect with Elle Billing: Website: www.hoorfpodcast.com / www.elleandwink.com Instagram: instagram.com/hoorfpodcast Support the show…

Send us a text Content note: discussions of homophobia, sexual violence, military service Guess who's back and ready to dive into the beautiful mess of life and art? It's your favorite chronically ill queer femme, Elle Billing, kicking off Season 3 of Hoorf! Podcast. This time, they're chatting with Charlie Reynolds, a conceptual artist and MFA candidate at the University of Michigan. Charlie, a recipient of the 2024 Midwest Award for Artists with Disabilities, creates art that tackles the heavy stuff - war, gender, and disability - using materials that hold personal meaning. Charlie also opens up about his journey as a veteran, navigating the choppy waters of PTSD and how his experience in the Navy is the one muse that just won’t let him go. Links to Charlie’s work, as well as all other resource links, are in the full show notes at hoorfpodcast.com Subscribe to Hoorf! Radical Care in a Late Capitalist Heckscape wherever you listen to your favorite podcast: Apple | Spotify | YouTube Join the Blessed Herd of Saint Winkus: Sign up for our newsletter, get Hoorf! episodes delivered directly to your inbox. What's more, you get invitations to our monthly Coffee and Biscuits Chat, where you get to hang out with Ricki and Elle, talk about the show, and connect on the topics that mean the most to you. Become a Patron: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/hoorfpodcast/membership Connect with Elle Billing: Website: www.hoorfpodcast.com / www.elleandwink.com Instagram: instagram.com/hoorfpodcast Support the show…