Podcast Short: Battle Fatigue - Fighting Life’s Battles

Life Talk with Craig Lounsbrough

“The most critical time in any battle is not when I’m fatigued, it’s when I no longer care.”

Too often we don’t care, or that’s what we tell ourselves. We work really hard not to care because we’ve figured out that caring is just too risky, in whatever way it happens to be too risky for us. We get the idea in our head that ‘not’ caring is just easier, because we don’t care. Or it’s safer, because we don’t care. We’re not in a position to get hurt, because we don’t care. If things don’t go our way it doesn’t matter, because we don’t care. If something or someone fails us, there’s no loss to us because we don’t care. And this whole mindset of not caring is not about not caring at all. It’s about protecting ourselves from the pain that we fear we’ll experience if we do care.

But, by assuming this self-protective position, we’re doing something that we may not be thinking about at all. We’re retreating. Basically, we’re retreating from any situations that have caused us pain before, or from situations that we feel will cause us pain if we deal with them.

And in all that retreating, maybe there’s a stance that we should have taken, or some action that we should have engaged in, or some decision that we should have stood in opposition to or in support of. But we don’t. We don’t. Instead, we retreat. And we retreat because we’ve worked real hard to convince ourselves that we don’t care, and we’ve done that so that we won’t get hurt. And therefore, the battle that maybe should have been ours, or the battle that we should have contributed to, or the battle that was critical for us or someone else is fought without us being in it. Or worse yet, maybe it never got fought at all because we didn’t show up to fight it. And the loss that we incur, however we incurred it, is likely to cause a level of pain far, far greater than the pain that we were working to avoid feeling in the first place.

And in the end, there’s a good chance that we’ll end up caring that we didn’t care. And because we end up caring that we didn’t care, we’ll create a battle in the last place that we ever want to fight one…and that’s within ourselves.